c'était étrange, c'est toujours étrange ce que je fais, c'est faux je sais, c'est ignoble et je savais, je suis en conflit, je ne peux pas me battre, j'ai tort et je sais, j'avais tort depuis longtemps et je savais. Me changer! un peu difficile, non, c'est très difficile, me libérer! je dois me libérer, je dois me sauver...
J'ai grandit, et je savais, qu'un jour "découvrir" va me blesser, non, cela va me tuer.
et c'est étrange de vivre l'expérience, c'est toujours étrange, et je le savais.
toujours c'est faux ce que je fais, et je savais...
lundi 30 novembre 2009
jeudi 26 novembre 2009
t'aimer

T'aimer, comme un refrain
Comme le son des grands sapins
T’aimer, comme la rivière
La rime qui me rend plus fière
T’aimer, comme la balade
Vivant le temps dans les rades
T’aimer, comme la nature
Ciel bleu, clair et sans ratures
T’aimer, comme la silhouette d’un saint
Quand les roses meurent et le feu s’éteint
T’aimer, comme la couleur du jour
T’aimer, c'est t'aimer pour toujours
samedi 21 novembre 2009
How can you mend a broken heart
I can think of younger days when living for my life
Was everything a man could want to do
I could never see tomorrow, but I was never told about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again
I can still feel the breeze that rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow, no one said a word about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again
Was everything a man could want to do
I could never see tomorrow, but I was never told about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again
I can still feel the breeze that rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow, no one said a word about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again
samedi 14 novembre 2009
great Drama

Something strange is knocking my heart, what can it be, it’s the moon shadow, it looks very nice tonight, it’s nice for anyone, but not for evil,, it is full of energy, kindness, love, anything else, it’s the beauty… no one can understand, no one can believe in what I believe, but the moon shadow does, because it still the second part of me. It’s an ocean of emotions, it’s a great feeling, and it’s the single thing which can save me. It shines anyone’s road, and makes them happy, but me, I’m going crazy...
Nature, What's gonna bad????
Yusuf islam will answer me with his perfect song, with his special voice with his great emotions...
mercredi 11 novembre 2009
vendredi 6 novembre 2009
Maryem in Candy land

Yesterday, I saw a very nice dream, now I’m trying to remember some pictures; I don’t remember the entire dream, I have many confused pictures. To remember, I took my pen, and start to write some words, but, before I begin, let me tell you that I was approximately like this pen, and like a word I had found in failure Dictionary. This once, I knew that I must make a change, for a while, I look deep inside me, and I discovered many things I didn’t use to see before. I discovered that I was always present, maybe forgotten, but never die. Now, I remember that in my dream I turned to myself, to this little girl inside me and said: “just look behind you, just look in front of you, you can see this light, your rose dreams are surviving again, and hope is all around. Wow! The little girl answers, Am I in a candy land? I don’t want to wake up and loose my sweets; I must have a plane to keep my sweets…..
hhhh, that was my dream
mardi 3 novembre 2009
I hate my life
I hate that world, I hate all of the people, I hate myself, I hate my studies, I hate everything, I hate my life...
jeudi 29 octobre 2009
samedi 24 octobre 2009
point d'interrogation

Je ne sais pas, je ne sais rien, qui suis je? suis-je encore vivante? est ce que le monde existe encore? est ce que le temps court encore? est ce que moi c'est moi? est ce que lui c'est lui? est ce que j'ai existait un jour? et qu'est ce que l'existence d'ailleurs? qu'est ce que le monde? qu'est ce que la vie? et qu'est ce que la mort?
J'ai peur! Mais qu'est ce que la peur d'ailleurs? faut-il dire des moments que j'ai tort? faut-il me désespérer tout les soirs, et me ressentir chaque jour plus fort? fallait il se perdre dans ses rêves inaccessibles? fallait-il mourir de sa routine? fallait-il maudire son temps et son existence???
jeudi 22 octobre 2009
You came to me
You came to me in that hour of need
When I was so lost, so lonely
You came to me, took my breath away
Showed me the right way, the way to lead
You filled my heart with love, showed me the light above
Now all I want is to be with you
You are my one true love, taught me to never judge
Now all I want is to be with you
ya rasoula llah
When I was so lost, so lonely
You came to me, took my breath away
Showed me the right way, the way to lead
You filled my heart with love, showed me the light above
Now all I want is to be with you
You are my one true love, taught me to never judge
Now all I want is to be with you
ya rasoula llah
jeudi 15 octobre 2009
So happy

Qu'est ce que je vois ??mmmmm, je vois que je suis très heureuse de vous voir encore , Oh! que ça soit pour toujours, car vous êtes ma joie et mon bonheur, vous êtes pour ma vie la douceur, et pour mes nuits les couleurs , et vous êtes tout simplement mon sauveur. un grand sourire vient de caresser mon mal, un grand plaisir vient de rendre ma vie plus admirable, une grande victoire m'attend , il suffit d'être heureux pour donner tout ce qu'on peut et avoir tout ce qu'on veut!!!
mardi 15 septembre 2009
vendredi 11 septembre 2009
samedi 29 août 2009
Des nuits lumineuses

Il y’avait chaque nuit
Au long d’un hiver triste
Une étoile qui m’attendait
Dans le ciel mouillé
Derrière les éclats de la pluie
c'était une étoile unique
Qui me souriait
Et qui brillait …
A l’horizon
Elle cherchait bien longtemps
Elle cherchait vainement
Ses amis
Elle retourna désabusée
Perdue, Déroutée
Et le cœur brisé…
Pauvre étoile
Ses amis l’avaient trahi
Ses amis l’avaient quitté
A jamais…
c'était une étoile amnésique
Qui me pleurait
Et Qui brillait…
Dans un tableau flou
Et incompris
Pauvre étoile
Elle est toute seule
Dans ce ciel orageux
Entourée de nuages gris
Comme des spectres irrités
Comme des satons fallacieux
Elles voulaient la suffoquer
Elles voulaient la dévorer
En pleine obscurité
Pauvre étoile
Même la lune lui a trompé
Et voyageait très loin
Loin de ce monde berbère
Loin de cette terreur
Et toutes ses nuits carnassières
c'était une étoile sceptique
Qui me priait
Et qui brillait…
Elle maudissait sa vie
Et tous ses rêves précieux
Elle maudissait les lois
Et le monde devant
Rien ne compte pour elle
Ni les coups du tonnerre
Ni la violence du vent
Et les morts qui habitaient la terre
c'était une étoile féerique
Qui me chantait
Des morceaux tristes
Et qui brillait…
Brillait sans arrêter
Pauvre étoile
Elle avait peur
Elle savait qu’elle va s’éteindre
Un jour peut-être
Elle portera son linceul
Oh la pauvre !
Elle grelottait pendant des heurs
Pendant des jours et des mois
Et enfin, elle était transie de froid
Elle mourut toute seule…
Mon étoile magique
samedi 15 août 2009
tell me how

How can I bear your absence
My life will not be a life
My dreams will loose their special colour
And I will stay alone
lost and so weak
I don't know
what whould I tell the flower
you're going, then you will never
………comeback
what would I say to my memories
I had lost you forever
What would I say to my poetries
Sorry, I have no feeling
No words to write anymore
what would I say to the moon
please do not shine
I don't wanna survive
alone without it
What is my life without it
it's just something wrong
like misery
like pain and darkness
like a bad face in my mirror
so just tell me how to act
because you have to guess
lundi 3 août 2009
jeudi 2 juillet 2009
lundi 29 juin 2009
A Note To God
If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on
If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on
No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
So
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on
If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on
If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on
No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
So
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on
If I wrote a note to God
mercredi 24 juin 2009
Freedom
le discours le plus célèbre de Willyam Wallace, si on arrive à le bien comprendre, croyer moi que plusieurs choses dans notre vie vont changer
le discours le plus célèbre de William Wallace, si on arrive à le comprendre, croyez moi tant de choses vont changer notre vie
le discours le plus célèbre de William Wallace, si on arrive à le comprendre, croyez moi tant de choses vont changer notre vie
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